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[jackofallgeeks]

I'm angry at the world right now. I've been angry since I got home. I feel cheated. I have a comfortable life, but I'm alone. No one wants me; I feel like no one even gives me a chance.

I hate feeling this way.
I wish I knew how to see beyond myself and remember all the good in my life.
I just hurt.

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[justgrl.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

i know we only hung out in person once, but you always strike me as a really awesome person. really. you are going to make someone feel like the luckiest person on earth.

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

^_^;;

Thanks for saying so. Truth be told, though, I don't think lack of confidence is my problem. Over-confidence, maybe. I KNOW I'm awesome. -smirk- The trouble is I don't think I'm ever given a fair chance.

Of course, then there are the darker thoughts that remind me that sometimes I am given a chance, and it still doesn't work out. I have a handful of ex-girlfriends, after all, and at least a couple of those relationships ended "badly" in my estimation.