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[jackofallgeeks]

I'm angry at the world right now. I've been angry since I got home. I feel cheated. I have a comfortable life, but I'm alone. No one wants me; I feel like no one even gives me a chance.

I hate feeling this way.
I wish I knew how to see beyond myself and remember all the good in my life.
I just hurt.

Comments

[justgrl.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

i know we only hung out in person once, but you always strike me as a really awesome person. really. you are going to make someone feel like the luckiest person on earth.

[aurora-nebulosa.livejournal.com]

*vritual hugs*!! You've just got to remember that it's not necessarily you / your fault, but the world's. We as humans in this society of ours tend to be quite quick to judge others, and, indeed, I, too, have been on the other end of that judgement, being visually impaired and having a mild hearing loss. People tend to jump to conclusions about others without knowing who they truly are. But, again, we must remember that this is not necessarily OUR fault. *more virtual hugs*

[laurelei28.livejournal.com]

dear my friend who I don't ever talk to for completely selfish reasons You see- if we don't talk- then it's like you're on a business trip and not - like gone - with a house- and life - not here. Ok so let's move past my psyche. I got so sad reading your post. I miss you and want you to be happy. You are so love by many important people. But I know how you feel - and how impossible it seems. It will be OK. God has someone for you.

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

^_^;;

Thanks for saying so. Truth be told, though, I don't think lack of confidence is my problem. Over-confidence, maybe. I KNOW I'm awesome. -smirk- The trouble is I don't think I'm ever given a fair chance.

Of course, then there are the darker thoughts that remind me that sometimes I am given a chance, and it still doesn't work out. I have a handful of ex-girlfriends, after all, and at least a couple of those relationships ended "badly" in my estimation.