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[jackofallgeeks]

And now I'm kind of sad.
Mostly lonely.
I think maybe it's the glass of wine I had with dinner.
And the fact that nearly all my friends and family are so far away.

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I'm pretty sure it's out there for me, too. It happened once; I stumbled onto this wonderful little blond girl who showed me what it was like to be not-sad, and it was an amazing feeling. I'm sure it'll come again, and I'm sure it'll be just as amazing.

I was talking to my dad once, and he said that babies were funny things, because of aging, he said. As you get older, each moment of time is a smaller and smaller percentage of your life; but for babies, each and every moment is almost the entirety of their existence. When a baby is cold, he's always been cold. When he's hungry, he's been hungry since time immemorable. I'm not so sure I agree with him, though; I don't think we really outgrow that with age.

And I'm not Emo, I'm Goth! :p I turn the lights off when I cry. :p

[All things in time, ne? This too shall pass. And, to ease your mind if I haven't done so already, I'm aware of the transitory nature of my own sadness. -grins- Especially for me, emotions don't hold on for very long at a time. Sometimes, when I sit and think, I can feel happy again. Which, actually, is the topic of a post I keep meaning to write, but keep putting off. Like now, as I think I'm too tired to be sensible.]