jackofallgeeks: (Contemplative)
John Noble ([personal profile] jackofallgeeks) wrote2002-03-18 11:36 pm

No Sir, I Don't Like It

I have an issue I'd like to address. But I can't.
I don't like that.

In recent days, I feel distant from a great number of people I care about, and whom I think I can safely assume care about me.
I don't like that.

In a number of cases, I feel I have...stagnating relationships. Relationships that may well have all the potential in the world, but I feel are just...sitting.
I don't like that.

I have hopes, dreams, goals for the future. But while I would feel bad to let them sit and mold and fade away, I feel I'm being to forceful with them, not taking care where care should be taken.
I don't like that.

I seem to have developed a 'reputation' as a 'intellectual raptor' (self-coined term). I'm apparently known to be argumentative, and as such turn people off from me, at least intellectually, because no one wants to be yelled at.
I don't like that.

Both my inbox and outbox have been littered with e-mails, but few, I would dare say 'none', of which have truely held any content.
I don't like that.

I keep talking about eating some chocolate pudding, but I have yet to finally get around to it.

I don't like that.

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