The walk with Suzannah

[jackofallgeeks]

I shouldn't be typing this up right now, as I have work in the morning and need sleep.
To hell with style. Suzannah was mostly unaware of my interest in her as more-than-friends.

We walked around for about an hour talking about it, and it echoed a lot of what was said a few months ago, last Spring, when I first mentioned it all. We talked a lot about being honest and open, being friends, and other related sorts of things. She's still unsure of whether she wants to be married or single for her life (though apparently she's pretty decided against religious life). And she said that while she considers me a good friend, she doesn't have any romantic feelings for me.

Nothing new to me. Nothing's really changed from my side of things. Yeah, a little disappointing, but only because it could have been a lot better. Things are as I've assumed them to be more-or-less since last Spring, though I never really suspected that she might be unaware of my interest.

Anyways...

Comments

[raen.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[dikaiosunh.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear it. I suppose it's better to be clear about things, though.

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

-shrugs- Like I said, nothing new. Except that now it's out in the open, though I was a little surprised she didn't realize. Either I'm more subtle than I thought, or she's really oblivious.

But yeah. Worst case scenario, she could be a really good friend. Better-case scenario, she one day decides in my favor. Until then, though, anyone know a nice Catholic girl...?

[starlight1184.livejournal.com]

::hug:: I'm in the car for 4 hours today driving home, so feel free to call if you want to chat. I'll have nothing else to do.