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jackofallgeeks) wrote2003-11-30 02:01 am
jackofallgeeks) wrote2003-11-30 02:01 am
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Sad t'night.
I don't know. T'day was realy cool. Really happy.
Josh, my brother, stayed the night last night. We played Soul Calibur and Bloody Roar and MtG... Today, Zack and Anastasiya came with me to my prents' house for another family get-together. Food and fun and family... We played Magic, Jenny made Pumpkin Cheesecake, which was really good. The ride up was cool, we had fun and listened to Voltaire and things...
Zack came back from break early. He shouldn't have been here until t'morrow or Monday or something... He had a nervous breakdown while he was at home, something school-related, and he's been advised by a doctor to pull out for an unspecified amount of time on medical leave of abscence. He came back to get things sorted out with the school and pack up. He leaves on Thursday.
That's really not cool. Zack is one of my favorite roomies, and a really cool guy in general. I don't want him to go. Yeah, we only have another couple weeks -- only exams after he leaves, and yeah, maybe he'll be back next semester... maybe... But tat sucks, hard. I don't know. I'm gonna miss him.
And, I don't know, Anastasiya and I have been broken up since Monday... And it was all my doing, anyways... I don't know... Just feeling a bit lonely t'night.
I don't know. T'day was realy cool. Really happy.
Josh, my brother, stayed the night last night. We played Soul Calibur and Bloody Roar and MtG... Today, Zack and Anastasiya came with me to my prents' house for another family get-together. Food and fun and family... We played Magic, Jenny made Pumpkin Cheesecake, which was really good. The ride up was cool, we had fun and listened to Voltaire and things...
Zack came back from break early. He shouldn't have been here until t'morrow or Monday or something... He had a nervous breakdown while he was at home, something school-related, and he's been advised by a doctor to pull out for an unspecified amount of time on medical leave of abscence. He came back to get things sorted out with the school and pack up. He leaves on Thursday.
That's really not cool. Zack is one of my favorite roomies, and a really cool guy in general. I don't want him to go. Yeah, we only have another couple weeks -- only exams after he leaves, and yeah, maybe he'll be back next semester... maybe... But tat sucks, hard. I don't know. I'm gonna miss him.
And, I don't know, Anastasiya and I have been broken up since Monday... And it was all my doing, anyways... I don't know... Just feeling a bit lonely t'night.
scully said... 'loneliness is a choice' ... but i think it was just to cover up the sadness
::hug:: i'm sorry also that you're feeling lonely. i know it won't help, but it will pass. chin up, dearest.
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