Really. No, really.

[jackofallgeeks]

I'm happy.
I'm afraid that doesn't come through enough. I always have something to complain about. School's a pain, the world is cold, and I'm alone. I reiterate what I've said a hundred times, things are never as bad as I make them out to be, and I'm never as down as I seem.
I'm happy.

I went to Amazon.com today, but this time I got honest, actual books! "Cryptonomicon," "Snow Crash," "Fight Club," and "Neuromancer." My roomie told me he'd let me borrow his copy of "Ender's Game." I'm thinking I'm going to enjoy these books, and if that's the case, I'm going to look for more of them. And suggestions on good literature are welcome.

I want to write.

Talked with The Ladies Croft again. It's different, now that they're apart. Or maybe not. I don't know; I can't remember. It's a blessing and a curse... But regardless, I actually had a half-decent conversasion with Emily today... Also talked with Amber for the first time in forever... I still have a number of issues with how she's choosing to liver her life, and i'm very afraid she's going to hurt herself in the end...

I've got work in the morning. A part of me wants to sit here and talk to myself a bit longer, but I can't think of anything else interesting to say, so...

As they say elsewhere, "Good Night."

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I should have *bought* you Ender's Game by now! How long have I *known* you?! Sheesh. I'm a terrible person. >_<

Ender's Game, as well as the rest of the series, is lovely. My favourites are the first and second book (which is called "The Speaker for The Dead") ... :) Although mostly isn't because I'm madly in love with Ender. And with Jane, later on in the series.

My first boyfriend, Sean, gave me Ender's Game as a gift when he came to visit me. It was his favourite book ever. I will say until the day I die that if all I ever got from any of my relationships was a copy of that book.... it has ALL been worth it. That's how much that series means to me.

When you're done reading it, do tell me what you thought of it. I'm quite sure you'll love it... because as I think of it, Ender kinda reminds me of you in some ways. ::laugh:: ANYway. Going to stop being a fangirl.

I'm happy to see you happy, as always. xo.

-Mel

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-laughs- Dear, you're the reason I want to read "Ender's Game," there no reason for you to supply it as well! And for the record, I've known you (as I've known most of my current circle) for just about two years. You are not a horrid person. ^_^ You have to look beyond the You you see, and find the You you are, and then all will be right in the world (very Zen-like, ne?).

-grins- It's entertaining to see random fangirls running around. Feel free anytime. -grins-

I'm happy that you're happy that I'm happy. Or something.