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John Noble ([personal profile] jackofallgeeks) wrote2003-08-24 09:57 pm

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i want someone to love
the girls who want me, i don't want
the girls i want, don't want me
it's fucking poetic

Fever dreams...

[identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, yes I do... I can think of a few, myself, if I try... I wonder, are there any decisions, in particular, you see I need to make?

I am lonely. Alternately, very lonely. I miss Claire. I wish my friends were closer, in every sense. I wish I knew more of the people I WANT to know, and I wish I knew the people I DO know better.

I'll be better in a number of hours. Yesterday I was in a really good mood. The same with the day before. Most of today was good, too. Tonight's just been hard...

And Dawn, you really don't know how important it is to me... that you remember, and such... In the dark corners of the night, i'm not nearly as confident as I seem... I've spent a good deal of my life leaving friends behind... I'm tired and not feeling well, I shouldn't be talking...  ^_^;;

What does one take for abdominal cramps?

Re: Fever dreams...

(Anonymous) 2003-08-24 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
(I remember too, Andrew.)

Hmmm..... Aleeve (gosh, wrong spelling maybe) always works for me. It depends on the cause of the cramp, really.

-M

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
(I remember you, too.)

-laughs- I would expect that you have probably experienced a number of causes for cramps that I never will... -laughs-

A buddy told me tea. I'm trying that, now.

warning: T.... M..... I

(Anonymous) 2003-08-24 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
::cracks up:: But of course I have. I'm a girl, after all. Then again, having had hormonal problems through my teen years, where honestly I had the testosterone (god, my spelling, could it look worse?!!!) level of a male....

...

.... I have concluded that neither gender has it any better than the other. Both have their own problems and generally sucketh muchly. >_O (<---my eye!) ... so, you know. That means I can't say guys are blessed because they don't get cramping and bleeding like girls (although if you wanna know, it's a perfect hellhole every moment of every month ... if we aren't bleeding, we're on a giant set of mood swings coming out of the period and right before! AHHH! .... it's a true freak of nature thing that I'd ever want to spend my entire life with a person who goes through all that. Call me crazy, Mulder. ^__^; ...)

But all I'm really trying to say is that TEA IS GOOOD! ....

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] photoholic62.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I know you are trying to decide what school to go to, if you should transfer elsewhere. If you do, will you be closer to friends? Will you be around people who are more 'your cup of tea?' This would all work to make you feel more lonely I think, especially if you are not very happy where you are, yet feel trapped. Where will you be happy to finish school, where is she, where do you need to be to meet her? I'm thinking these may be some of the things.

Is it just cramps are are you ... um ... having to use the facilities often?

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
-nods- School is my biggest decision right now. There's a few people I want to stay here for, like Becky A., and Amber, and i'm getting along really well with my roomies, which is great... But, I donno... I think moving to Steubenville would put me around people more in my line... And there's a few ladies around in Virginia and South Carolina who... well... yeah... -shrugs- I think, maybe, I will end up transferring... I don't know...

-laughs- Ahhh, isn't it all so wonderfully awkward? No, I'm pretty sure it's 'just cramps,' but it may not rule out food as the cause...

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] photoholic62.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
If you think food is the cause, and you aren't going potty a lot, then don't take pepto. Drink lots of water to flush it out of your system, and try some baking soda water or alka seltzer for the cramps. What did you eat?

You will make the right decision about school and associates, you know you will. Don't let it stress you when you aren't feeling well. It is a viscious cycle.

Sorry, once a Mom, always a Mom!

Re: Fever dreams...

(Anonymous) 2003-08-24 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
But hey, being a mom (especially to your friends, I;ve noticed) is good. :)

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] photoholic62.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good, I sure do it a lot!

Get some rest, take care, drink lots of water!

Re: Fever dreams...

[identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com 2003-08-24 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh, one might expect we'd have more of these medications. I've never been a fan of drugs, myself; maybe after this semester i'll put more stock in them.

I had a hamburger. It wasn't underdone (if anything, overdone), but it may have been that I ate it too fast (it was a whole pound of meat!), or maybe it was too much after not eating much at all the whole rest of the day. Or whatever. The tea's helping some, but I think if I lay down I'll start to feel even better.
I'll remember the water; I like water. I don't drink it enough, though.

-smiles- And I don't mind the mothering. Sometimes, I think we all just want someone to take care of us.  ^_^;;