jackofallgeeks: (Contemplative)
John Noble ([personal profile] jackofallgeeks) wrote2003-03-07 07:35 am

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Frustrated and Lonely.
I shouldn't be allowed to think between the hours of 11pm and 8am.
I think I'm finally going to lay down and get some sleep.

On the plus side, Autumn Kyrias, my character in Arcanum, is doing magnificently. I do believe she's level 20 now, with an 85-score towards Magical Aptitude and an 82-score on Good Alighnment. w00+

(Figures I'd be playing a girl, though.  ^_^;; )

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[identity profile] thismortalquill.livejournal.com 2003-03-07 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
We all get lonely. I'm better now than I have been other days. I'm not sure I'd write about it elsewise, at least not in the same way. I miss my friends... Aside from Louis, though, all my friends are several hundred miles away, and he won't be around for a great time longer. Beyond that, I'm lonely in a more conventional way, perhapse. I wish I had someone to sit on a couch with. I don't ask for much, really...

Oh, how I know what you mean. The people whom I feel the closest to are 4000 miles away.

I ache with loneliness most days and some nights it gets so unbearable that I drive forty minutes to curl up next to a man who could not care if I was there or not. Sometimes it is better to be close to someone rather than be completely alone.

I was just randomly browsing and your ruminations struck a chord. I miss people such as yourself. I certainly miss having what I term as "couch friends"--people whom I can just curl up on the couch with and talk for hours upon end about everything and nothing at all.

Thank you for being interesting.


~Calliope

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[identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com 2003-03-07 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I must say, it's good to know I'm not alone in my lamentations.
And it's better to know that someone benefitted from my ramblings.
And yeah, I know what you mean about 'better to be with someone.'

May we both to well enough for ourselves.
Thank you for commiserating.

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[identity profile] thismortalquill.livejournal.com 2003-03-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, it was comforting to know that I wasn't alone in my aloneness. However sad that might be.