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jackofallgeeks) wrote2002-10-31 05:22 pm
jackofallgeeks) wrote2002-10-31 05:22 pm
In Other News
Claire gave me a call today to work out the kinks of our Nekocon trip. Seems we now have Eight people going - Four guys and Four girls. This means we need a second driver, which means I'll be driving, the significance of which means I will not be in the car with Claire.
Further more, of the Eight, I know Three - Myself, Louis, and Claire. Which leaves Five unfamiliar faces in our group. I'm mildly disappointed by this fact.
I'm scared. I really don't know what it's going to be like, seeing her again - particularly in the given circumstances. I foresee feeling very out of place, unwanted, and alone. Which would suck, because I really want to enjoy this Con, Claire or No Claire. I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to take the emotional strain, a taste of which I fear I experience everytime I hear her voice.
^_^;; I guess, in a way, if she's going to have five of her friends there, what does she need me for?
I also fear that having my car down there might nessesitate a trip to the Crofts, another set of people I'm afraid would be just as well off if I didn't make an appearance.
Further more, of the Eight, I know Three - Myself, Louis, and Claire. Which leaves Five unfamiliar faces in our group. I'm mildly disappointed by this fact.
I'm scared. I really don't know what it's going to be like, seeing her again - particularly in the given circumstances. I foresee feeling very out of place, unwanted, and alone. Which would suck, because I really want to enjoy this Con, Claire or No Claire. I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to take the emotional strain, a taste of which I fear I experience everytime I hear her voice.
^_^;; I guess, in a way, if she's going to have five of her friends there, what does she need me for?
I also fear that having my car down there might nessesitate a trip to the Crofts, another set of people I'm afraid would be just as well off if I didn't make an appearance.
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I'm all jealous because a) I know or have heard of most of the people going (between you, Beth and Megan's social circles) ... and b) I'm stuck here in effing California. With no friends. And no money.
Yeah. So, please, will somebody go and have a good time... for me? ::sniffles:: Please?
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As for...everything...I don't know. Beth and I have some worries about this con, too. I think we all should just band together and try to have the best gosh-darned time possible. I could really use a Happy Con. I know on my part, it'll be good to see Louis again - he's a cool guy, and I've only really talked to him twice. I just hope that somewhere in that weekend, you can find a happy, too.
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