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jackofallgeeks) wrote2002-08-16 03:34 pm
jackofallgeeks) wrote2002-08-16 03:34 pm
Revelations
Why does the color of my coffee match your eyes...
OK, so I've never had blue coffee, but I'm willing to try anything twice.
I think I've decided on what (at least part of) my problem is. I'm scared and confused. Everytime I think of Claire, I want to let her know how much she means to me. Everytime I talk to her, I can't find the words to do so. And everytime I try, I feel like I'm being a pain or a bother or something... ><*
I also think I'm jealous of the fact that 'everyone' else gets to spend time with her, but not me.
OK, so I've never had blue coffee, but I'm willing to try anything twice.
I think I've decided on what (at least part of) my problem is. I'm scared and confused. Everytime I think of Claire, I want to let her know how much she means to me. Everytime I talk to her, I can't find the words to do so. And everytime I try, I feel like I'm being a pain or a bother or something... ><*
I also think I'm jealous of the fact that 'everyone' else gets to spend time with her, but not me.
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Actually, it's from the song "When I think about Angels," though I can't think of who the girl that sings it is. ^^ It was, appropriately enough, on a Country CD Claire burnt me earlier this summer (Don't worry, it doesn't sound REALLY country-ish. ^^;; Really...)
*defeated sigh* Yes, Claire has succeeded in hooking me on Country music (to the extent that it already matches my tastes - dark and/or romantic), simply for the reason that I think of her when I hear it.
^^;; It's a good song, though.