I know what you mean, I think its seasonal depression? Stupid holiday season.... anyway we can't feel too anti-social, it'll ruin the few social plans we have! Speaking of which, I am really looking forward to your party, should I bring anything? On the dating front, I totally know what you mean about not being quite sure of yourself. I've been feeling that as well recently, and decided I need to take up an old hobby: dating people I am not interested in! At some point, someone has to become interesting, right?