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Zach: I'm a sand monkey :)
Zach: I've got a turban and everything
Zach: I'm from Calimshan
Zach: not only that, but I'm Calimshan Nobility, meaning I spit on poor people
Andrew: Ha!
Andrew: :-p So what do you play in the DnD game? ;-p
Zach: same thing

Telemakhos: "I inherit tears and trouble."

I just got an email from Suzannah which I've been anticipating for days.
It wasn't good news, though.
She says she can't come for dinner, and cites her parents' withholding their permission as the reason.
I donno what to think or feel... She's 21, her parents have met me, and I only asked her down for a day...
I'm gonna go and, you know, do stuff....

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I should just fucking stop trying. I'm always going to be a great guy 'for someone else,' always the good friend, and I'm never going to be happy the way I wish I could be.

I'm going to bed.

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"No, nothing I ever do is good enough. Not beautiful enough, it's not funny enough, it's not deep enough, it's not anything enough. Now, when I see a rose, that's perfect. I mean, that's perfect. I want to look up to God and say, 'How the hell did you do that? And why the hell can't I do that?'"
-All That Jazz